Itamar Haggai

by Itamar Haggai

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    So, this is the first time me gathering some of my very pretty much experimental stuff. I hope that you enjoy, and that even some of you could relate to the insight of this album.
    and about bonus items....
    you could get chocolate by downloading this album and then buying chocolate.
    .... I have no bonus items.
    but if this would become more popular, then of course! I would follow up any demand fans would want to have. If they will have demands. and if they will exist.

      name your price

     

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about

So, this is the first time me gathering some of my very pretty much experimental stuff. I hope that you enjoy, and that even some of you could relate to the insight of this album.

The picture was taken randomly in a school field trip to Tel-Aviv around 2012. My friend and really talanted artist designed the album cover to make it more albumish.

visit him!
www.instagram.com/taialt97/

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released March 30, 2016

credit to me, me, me me me, I did the whole fucking thing
jk
but yeah, everything here was written, composed, performed and edited by myself. Including the lyrics.

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Itamar Haggai, 20, doing stuff and some other stuff, from Israel

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Track Name: The Habited Mountains of the Desert
I create to destroy,
I find to lose,
I build to wreck;

I am the mountain and the mountain is me.
unstable as the clouds of the sky,
though stiff as the desert's plants.

I create to destroy,
I find to lose,
I build to wreck;

I am the human and the human is me.
Track Name: The Alchemist
In Someplaces
I'll find you
whoever you might be, my love

Oh how I wish to hold you in my arms
oh, please come to me (or should I search you myself?)

In Someplaces
I'll find them
my true life

They all tell me
different things
who should I listen to?

Should I listen to my heart?
Should I throw away this chance?

Should I, or should I not?
Should I wander 'till I find?

I've read this book about a man who counseled to everybody (but mainly to those who seek)
he was a very wise man might have been god, but only god knows if he was
he said "all that is pure shall never be damaged" so why shouldn't I go?
why shouldn't I go? why shouldn’t I go? why shouldn't I listen to my heart? why shouldn't I go?
Track Name: true love
On one chilly night I traveled through the depths of the infinite, ever-lasting love and I have discovered her secrets.

On my journey I have discovered the long wired fences, frightening their ever-lasting foe (which through him I have discovered both me and about myself),
I have discovered the ancient inevitable, senseless hatred,
I have discovered the childish mature war which ripped it all good and ripped nothing of it.
I have discovered
the infinite ever-lasting love,
I have discovered the intoxicated children, hooked on the most ancient drug there is,
I have discovered the ever-lasting laughter of these children,
I have discovered their caring for one another,
I have discovered their need for one another,
I have discovered their efforts for one another,
I have discovered their cherish of their bonds,
and I have discovered my wonderful fear of Death.

But the most beautiful thing I have discovered –
was her.
Track Name: "Yes and No"
I wander with forged freedom
from land to land
and the lands,
they lead me to the "Yes and no"

And the "Yes and no"
leads to the same worn lands
while one of my masters,
guiding me to answer the answer

"Yes and no", "Yes and no"
to wander free off these lands
through agonizing endless lonely journeys
to stay in these pure, good,
rotting torturous lands,

"Yes and no", "Yes and no"
Track Name: ?????????
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Track Name: ANSWERS ANSREWERSSS ANSDWWEDRS JSNNANANSRD SDNdnj23nf =error page\haggai\stupid teen\what do you want to find_not foundh43b4Q33#ERROR
It's as if
I want to find answers,
but can't nor won't find the questions (why not??) ¯\_(??)_/¯
It's as if
my heart's been governed by this… loneliness
but where is it coming from? ¯\_(:/)_/¯

ANSWERS ANSREWERSSS ANSDWWEDRS JSNNANANSRD SDNdnj23nf =error page: haggai\stupid teen\what do you want to find_not foundh43b4Q33#ERROR

It's as if
I was once there but now am wandering alone,
to where, with whom, what expects me? I don't know,
It's as if
I had a friend, a dear friend, that has vanished

It's as if
I have left it all, unwillingly,
leaving the house lights dim with no one there to answer
It's as if
I want to die,
but don't want to leave them
It's as if
I want to leave them,
but don't want to be bad
It's as if
I want to be bad,
but don't want to be left alone
It's as if
I want to be left alone
but don't want to be left alone

It's as if

I don't want to be alone\who do you want to find?_not found
Track Name: I Know We Scheduled For Next Week
We scheduled for next week,
we said we'd go to have fun
but now it's all gone to waste
and it's all a fault myself

I remember all the good times we used to share
I love you and your scent
Oh, I loved you and your scent
oh, so beautiful
I'll love you forever
And all this –

And I know we scheduled for next week
there'll be no school, just you and me
we'll beat the world
with what we have (or had)

And it's all the fault of me?
Oh, fool...

Oh, I know we scheduled for next week

I love you
hope you wouldn't hear this I hope you would hear this

who are you in my mind?
Track Name: fuck it!
you know,
I don't have any answers, so fuck it!
Track Name: I love you,
I love you guys
for all the things you do for me
I love you, I do

how could I have gone forward if you'd be gone?
I'm serious!
you raised me, you loved me
and you endured me ,
all for my sake.
Track Name: my dearest family
after anything that could happen,
after anything that will,

you'll be there for me and I'll be there for you.
even when I don't know it -

I love you, my dearest family.